Visited last Saturday, I thought I could handle the environment here. Yet every time it was my turn in a gangbang...I just froze, couldn't get hard. It was disrespectful for the lady and others as I wasted their time trying to get ready, and for that I sincerely apologize. I must be better.
Hey, it happens to everybody at sometime if they are honest. Doesn't matter if it was your first time or fifteenth time at SW. Just have to go back again and get in the saddle. One time I had a couple that was wanting to play and do something that was on my bucket list. I was rock hard as we were talking and then as we went to play, dick went into deflate mode and nothing would get him back up. I tried stroking it, she tried sucking it, hubby tried sucking it and it got medium firm, but definitely not hard enough to fuck.
It happens, @shyguy93. Don't beat yourself up over it. Performance anxiety is a bitch. 😊
Back before I fully embraced my pussy-free sissy life, I was at the gloryholes at Times Square. I was stripped down to nothing but my bikini briefs and had just finished sucking off a guy in my booth when I heard the sound of high heels in the outside halls. A couple entered the booth across from mine and a peeked through the hole to see a sexy women and her man enter. I couldn't believe it. I'd been going to the gloryholes for years and had never seen a woman there before. My dream was finally happening!
After a little bit, I heard him tell her to put her fingers through the hole. She did and I thought "OMG! THIS IS IT! SCORE!" I pulled my cock out of my briefs but it was limp and unresponsive. I started stroking and playing with it but nope, nothing. Afraid I was going to miss my opportunity, I pushed my pathetic noodle though the hole.
To paint a clearer picture, my dicklette is barely 3 inches soft and does NOT get much bigger when hard. So, taking the thickness of the gloryhole wall into account, she probably only got to see the head of my tiny dingle poking through.
After nothing happened after what seemed like an eternity, I heard him say "Play with it, bitch. Now!" Then I felt two fingers lightly touch my cock and she started stroking. To my dismay, my cock made zero attempt to get hard and I was mortified. I was blowing my big chance!
But the icing on the cake was about 20 seconds after she started, I came. Me, tiny as fuck, fully limp and now semen dribbling out like a broken fountain. (I've always been a premature ejaculator but never while flaccid) As soon as I stated cumming, she withdrew her hand and I heard her say "Ew!" Then they both started laughing loudly in the booth.
I thought I was going to die of embarrassment right then and there. I pulled out of the gloryhole and pulled up my briefs... while still cumming...then quickly got dressed and bolted from the store.
Looking back, I attribute this as one of the final pushes to becoming who I am today. I no longer use my tiny penis anymore (going on 8 years) and I freely give myself to aggressive men who enjoying abusing me for their sexual pleasure. I'm still a premature ejaculator who goes off without warning but now I also experience drygasms, where my body has an orgasm but I don't cum. It's embarrassing when it happens, especially when I'm out in public doing vanilla things (yes, it can happen spontaneously but not to worry. It's not like I scream like a banshee. It's quite silent. You know the contractions you undergo when you cum? My body will just start doing that. Sometimes I cum and sometimes I don't. Pathetic, I know.)
Anyway, this is just my way of letting you know you aren't alone. 😆
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